My life right now has been turned upside down. I know I’ll get some people telling me to stop complaining but I feel like I need someone who doesn’t know me to give me their perspective on what I should do. So here we go….
I’m in college and I should be interning this year, but due to 1 failed test, I had to push it back and take this semester off. My fiance and I had it planned to get married this summer and still plan on doing so. We already have the place reserved and everything. However, he had to move to Colorado for his job while I’m stuck in Alabama looking for (and failing at finding) and minimum wage job to just stay afloat. My fiance can’t afford to pay for 2 places and my mother won’t help me pay for a place while I’m not living in her home. It’s my fault for failing that test, so I have to deal with the consequences on my own for this semester.
While I need to stay here to work on wedding plans and mandatory internship meetings, there are no jobs. My mother is also adamant about me not moving across the country until I graduate. Also I’m depressed for not being around my fiance and living in a place that I can’t afford rent for. In Colorado with my fiance, there are a plethora of jobs, my fiance, my cats (dumb but I miss them… alot), and basically happiness.
So I’m asking… what do I do? I would be so much happier in Colorado, but I need to be in Alabama. I can’t sleep in bed because it’s so big and empty unless I go in exhausted from staying up until the insane hours of the morning (it’s 4:30 am right now… it’s at least another hour until I’m somewhat sleepy). I hardly eat and I fake being happy around friends. I’m completely depressed. What should I do?
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